Porridge is probably the best breakfast food

I really enjoy posting on this blog, but somehow, I’ve let it slipped away. I went on a trip, started university again, saw a bunch of friends I haven’t seen since summer started, met a boy that I might actually like–things pile up. Except, these are probably all just excuses because I still have aContinue reading “Porridge is probably the best breakfast food”

ugh feeling purposeless makes me feel so empty, so what is my purpose

What is my purpose? What do I do with my life? Why am I here on Earth? Why am I alive? These are things I ask myself all the time. When I feel like I lack purpose, I tend to feel very empty, useless, sad. Maybe that is why I started this blog, started makingContinue reading “ugh feeling purposeless makes me feel so empty, so what is my purpose”

am i having a crappy day or did i let one crappy incident ruin my day?

Today, I was just in a mood. I was feeling quite upset because my travel plans with a friend fell through which threw me off because it means I had to replan my entire trip, potentially do some solo travelling which I’m not too ready for now. When I’m in a mood, I’m not theContinue reading “am i having a crappy day or did i let one crappy incident ruin my day?”

Instagram makes me feel like shit, is it my problem or is it instagram’s?

I know this had been talked about quite a bit– instagram is known to be ‘not the best thing for our mental health’. I honestly never feel all that great after scrolling through my instagram feed, looking at other people’s stories. Today, I actually stopped to wonder why I feel that way. I realise thatContinue reading “Instagram makes me feel like shit, is it my problem or is it instagram’s?”

dealing with irritation & struggling with getting along with my dad — his cringiness, differences in interests and values, a sense of neglect

Sometimes, I find it so frustrating how I feel so easily irritated, especially when it comes to family. Don’t get me wrong, I am extremely close to my family, I feel like I can tell them anything, I trust them with everything, we have lots and lots of fun together. But somedays I would haveContinue reading “dealing with irritation & struggling with getting along with my dad — his cringiness, differences in interests and values, a sense of neglect”

my thoughts on being single, my discontentment, my reflections

Majority of the times, I feel happy, I feel contented, I feel lucky to have a great relationship with my loved ones — my amazing family and friends. I am always doused in tons of love and support. But I just can’t help but feel something is lacking in my life – a romantic partner?Continue reading “my thoughts on being single, my discontentment, my reflections”

naked, in front of the mirror

When you stand completely naked in front of the mirror, what do you see? How do you see yourself?  When I am stood naked in front of the mirror, my first thoughts are: oh how does my face look today, is it spotty, and inflamed? Do my abs look defined enough, ok let’s tense realContinue reading “naked, in front of the mirror”